Wednesday, January 11, 2012

WILD WIDE AND WITHERING

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Illusion of "doing"
is the first of all pleasures.. !

as pure as a rose's tear
╣ . & as discordant as a broken nest

╣ as innocent as a newborn's frolic
╣ . & as guilty as a lover's silence

╣ as gentle as the widest oceans
╣ . & as rough as the wildest gales

╣ as deep as the wildest imaginations
╣ . & as shallow as a hungry child

╣ as understanding as a dearest friend
╣ . & as ruthless as the sternest father

╣ as charming as a kitten's sleep
╣ . & as grose as a limping drunkard

╣ as addictive as the newest hobby
╣ . & as avoiding as a poisonous snake

THE TEAR NEAR THE DREAM WE FEAR

:

I am not young enough
to know everything... !!


getting someone like u 'was a dream',
now your silence 'makes me scream',

am i at fault or is my 'love blind',
are your faults nothin n ur 'love divine',

ur lil' eyes never did 'shed any tear',
now i fear the end is 'rather near',

i neva told wat my 'heart holds',
but always wished dat u 'be bold',

n tell me once- it 'on my face',
what's d thing that's 'screwing my case',

the tears the lie the blood 'the high',
everything i did ws to 'get one thing right',

i wanted to hear the thing 'i dear',
how much u lov me u 'said it neva',

you n ur ego wil 'hafta go',
rather i say i better 'get low',

drivin your love aint 'my piece o cake',
n u will learn it the 'hard way' mate,

many angels may hav 'tried n lost',
bcoz its you who is 'Ms.Frost',

nw its better to let 'by', be gone,
and u think of an another excuse..
n blame me along .. n blame me along ..
n blame me along ..


~~(abrupt silence)~~

-L4oT
frm the author:

Passion is blind.... as well as love...

:

Passion is blind.... as well as love...

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DONT TAKE MY "faithfulness" ...

. FOR MY "weakness" !

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DONT TAKE MY "weakness" ...

. FOR MY "commitment" !

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DONT TAKE MY "commitement" ...

. FOR MY "love" !

.

DONT TAKE MY "love" ...

. FOR MY "desire" !

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DONT TAKE MY "desire" ...

. FOR MY "reputation" !

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DONT TAKE MY "reputation" ...

. FOR MY "moodiness" !

.

DONT TAKE MY "moodiness" ...

. FOR MY "attitude" !

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DONT TAKE MY "attitude" ...

. FOR MY "rudeness" !

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DONT TAKE MY "rudeness" ...

. FOR MY "innoncence" !

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DONT TAKE MY "innoncence" ...

. FOR MY "rage" !

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DONT TAKE MY "rage" ...

. FOR MY "nature" !

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DONT TAKE MY "nature" ...

. FOR MY "faithfulness" !


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and dont take "ASHISH" ...

. for "ASH" n vice~versa ! (lolz)

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Sunday, October 30, 2011

still knowing her...





saw her ... - 02/10/04
talked to her - 23/12/05
started knowing her - 23/04/06
still knowing her - 11/10/07
" knowing her - 13/06/08
still " " - 04/07/08
still " her - 09/03/09
" knowing her - 14/10/09
still " " - 28/11/09
still knowing her - 22/12/09
still.. - 04/08/10
still.... - 23/05/11
STILL KNOWING HER... 30/10/11
still - 8/3/15

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

its hard ... almost

its hard to say what she does ...
as because almost everything is done by me

its hard to say what she thinks ...
as because almost every word is written by me

its hard to say why she keeps silent ...
as because almost all the flirting is done by me

its hard to say why she rolls her eyes ...
as because almost all the scanning is done by me

its hard to say why she doesnt go away ...
as because almost all the following is done by me

its hard to say why i look upto her ...
as because almost all the motivation is provided by me

its hard to say why she starts to talk now ...
as because almost all the things that i have said ARE NOW MEANINGLESS

she smiles... mockingly , she understands... nothing, she knows me... almost nil,
she touches me... almost as a friend

yet i know, its hard to teach the world,
the importance of that one girl who will always stand by your side...

she needs you , she tells you openly
you need her , but I cannot tell her .... its hard .... yet she knows :)

Saturday, September 3, 2011

repost of a post of the ghost...

i was a bit wonder-y that till now she hadnt cald me..

what could be the reason??
Most of da time she is the one; whoz pretty ga-ga over callin me ..
newayz, so i cald ..

"it happens so many a times" evrything happens for a reason'
ur da one who falls into a trap'
a simple mockful trap'
dat fate builds,
u see it,
but u want to fall in it,

so u brag bout it to ur frends.well, i too fell in

n m really sorry, coz i dragged u into it...

twas a bad idea any1 in ur place cudnt hav lasted dat long as much as u

i only hope u dont hav to deal wid it in futurenany1 as me
m a burden to any1 i knw even to u,

i became one... more than u ought to carry,

ever but believe me wen i say

'i loved u wid all i had '

derez was nothin more to take from me after that :)

n dnt u wrry re, after every bad moment comes a brighter dawn

i will always pray to god... dat u get a bf

so romantic, dat he brings roses everytime u both meet

so happy, he buys u vodka wid icecream

also he wud be rich,so instead of a vento he brings something big

and he waits fr u fr 5hrs in vashi stn

and always memorizes da length of ur hair,
so da next time u cut them ,, he instantly knows

also he wudnt ask for change from u in kfc
u see he is rich na

n also wo tere frends ko bhi pasand aye
and too add to it..uske paas aacha cel ho, tuta futa nokia nahih

thode sar pe baal bhi jyada ho

thoda mujhse lamba bi ho

and gosh he must be fair to match u .. aint !!

i hav neva prayed to god
but will surely pray..u get da best boyfriend evr !!!

- sincerely..ashish !!