still knowing her...

saw her ... - 02/10/04

talked to her - 23/12/05

started knowing her - 23/04/06

still knowing her - 11/10/07

" knowing her - 13/06/08

still " " - 04/07/08

still " her - 09/03/09

" knowing her - 14/10/09

still " " - 28/11/09

still knowing her - 22/12/09

still.. - 04/08/10

still.... - 23/05/11

STILL KNOWING HER... 30/10/11
still - 8/3/15

its hard ... almost

its hard to say what she does ...

as because almost everything is done by me

its hard to say what she thinks ...

as because almost every word is written by me

its hard to say why she keeps silent ...

as because almost all the flirting is done by me

its hard to say why she rolls her eyes ...

as because almost all the scanning is done by me

its hard to say why she doesnt go away ...

as because almost all the following is done by me

its hard to say why i look upto her ...

as because almost all the motivation is provided by me

its hard to say why she starts to talk now ...

as because almost all the things that i have said ARE NOW MEANINGLESS

she smiles... mockingly , she understands... nothing, she knows me... almost nil,

she touches me... almost as a friend

yet i know, its hard to teach the world,

the importance of that one girl who will always stand by your side...

she needs you , she tells you openly

you need her , but I cannot tell her .... its hard .... yet she knows :)

repost of a post of the ghost...

i was a bit wonder-y that till now she hadnt cald me..

what could be the reason??
Most of da time she is the one; whoz pretty ga-ga over callin me ..
newayz, so i cald ..

"it happens so many a times" evrything happens for a reason'
ur da one who falls into a trap'
a simple mockful trap'
dat fate builds,

u see it,

but u want to fall in it,

so u brag bout it to ur frends.well, i too fell in

n m really sorry, coz i dragged u into it...

twas a bad idea any1 in ur place cudnt hav lasted dat long as much as u

i only hope u dont hav to deal wid it in futurenany1 as me

m a burden to any1 i knw even to u,

i became one... more than u ought to carry,

ever but believe me wen i say

'i loved u wid all i had '

derez was nothin more to take from me after that :)

n dnt u wrry re, after every bad moment comes a brighter dawn

i will always pray to god... dat u get a bf

so romantic, dat he brings roses everytime u both meet

so happy, he buys u vodka wid icecream

also he wud be rich,so instead of a vento he brings something big

and he waits fr u fr 5hrs in vashi stn

and always memorizes da length of ur hair,

so da next time u cut them ,, he instantly knows

also he wudnt ask for change from u in kfc
u see he is rich na

n also wo tere frends ko bhi pasand aye
and too add to it..uske paas aacha cel ho, tuta futa nokia nahih

thode sar pe baal bhi jyada ho

thoda mujhse lamba bi ho

and gosh he must be fair to match u .. aint !!

i hav neva prayed to god

but will surely pray..u get da best boyfriend evr !!!

- sincerely..ashish !!

Next best thing after tuberculosis

strange are these girls stranger than most things i have dared to analyse.

for next to the common cold the only thing common but still without a solution is the common girl ...

today, i went onto palm beach galleria.

having driven about 400 kms in the past week another long drive was now not a big headache.

we booked on a bunch of tickets for the movie bodyguard..

long story short,,

in the end, wen salman khan is again reunited with his love ... the girl i was with clapped her hands !!

to my amazement, the stupidity of movie literally shone through its tooth but still here i have a girl with me who believes in love to such an extent.

i have always thought of romantic girls to be a thing of past ... but arent we suckers to reach any conclusion.

the glint in the eye of that girl told me the difference between believing in love and knowing of love.

we always think that we know we are in love because the other factor involved says so ... have we ever known and believed in it that there exists that thing i truly believe in ..

i am so happy .. that apart form tuberculosis the next best thing to happen to mankind is love.

EDISON AND THE DONKEY

Since time immemorial, the Donkey as a species lived a free and a quiet life.

These simple animals, oft thought to be lazy and dumb, were in fact not.

They were actually a test subject, a study, a model for Edison to lay down the innovative Branch of science and education now known as engineering.

Edison studied how Donkeys would do one given task only, and nothing other than that, and that too they would do rather bad.

Even after hours and hours of practice they would botch up even the simplest of tasks.

Slowly but surely, Edison not wanting to give up, dwelved deeper into the psyche of the Donkeys. He found out that four years is the least and minimum time required to turn a Donkey into a specialized Donkey. Edison further explored the Donkeys' persona and came out with some major

and different types of Donkey groups.

Namely, computer Donkey, mechanical Donkey, chemical Donkey, electrical Donkey and civil

Donkey to name a few...

Out of all these special Donkeys, the computer Donkey was indeed the one that had benefitted the most out of Edison's invention and innovation of Donkey training techniques.

A computer Donkey is characterized by its affinity to large and shiny touchscreens, fast data Connections and its ability to talk and write jargon as one of the computer Donkey is doing just

now (writing jargon).

We all will be eternally thankful to Edison sir for giving Donkey a name starting with E and Ending with G.

Thank you.

i have tried many-a-times to tell my father,

what exactly have i come to do in SIMC

and the discussion, mostly, spiralled into the conclusion that i as an individual is devoid of any aim,

and a man without an aim is a man without a soul.

having given up other converts for simc (which often irked my father), it was becoming a futile task for me to explain it to him or to my friends or even to my juniors from degree college who where looking for a 'viable' solution to an mba college or whateever that meant.

partly, it was my fault also or should i was the man to blame.

FAST FORWARDING a few weeks ! >> !

finally i am able to convice dad- what actually is a communication management course.

not only him, i finally reflect the idea of SIMC to my friends and my peers.

CLAIRVOYANCE, the event that gave me that much needed industry insight, garnished my mind with wisdom of industry and people who are a part of it.

Never before was i so sure about the indsutry than i am now.

i never felt a part of it, until someone made me realize that how corrupt we are now, now since we are a part of it..

i was flattered to know i am not the only geek here in this crowd, almost everyone is.

i was so relieved to believe that this industry is not as formal or watertight as the I.T industry (which i had left, when i came here)

i am not saying i now have i aim or vision or a mission (pun inteneded, to those who understand), neither am i saying that Clairvoyance as an event has left me all enlightened and happy. No, i am not saying that.

All i am saying is - i dont know the path to my salvation, but... SIMC Clairvoyance makes me beleive, that the road that i left when i came here... Surely was not my path ! (and that surety, my dear readers, is a very very BIG thing)

AFTER HAVING DELETED THE PAST TWO BLOGS .... (SINCE IT WENT ON TO A BECOME AN OBSESSION)

M BACK !!!